Why do we fall?

As described in my first blog, Valentine’s day, I had a fairly successful journey towards having better health last year. I made steady progress from spring until mid-fall. That’s when the days started getting shorter, darker and colder.

Come fall and winter, many of us living in the northern hemisphere struggle with keeping up with our healthy habits. Before last year (2018), I didn’t really understand when people told me they felt slightly down at the arrival of fall and winter. I wouldn’t have been able to distinguish whether it was a hot sunny summers day or a stormy snowy winters day. When you walk from your apartment to your car and then from your car to your office, the weather has a minimal impact on your life. All I would be able to tell you is that in winter it is more slippery and you have to take care on the roads.

At the end of winter 2018, I went from 0 to 100. I ran, biked or hit the gym depending on the day of the week. I had a strong routine and deserted “zombie mode”.

When fall showed up, I went from 100 to 0 in a matter of days. I slowly started having more trouble sleeping, going to bed and waking up later. I felt more exhausted and my eating habits changed. I slowly lost track of my regular schedule. I started craving foods that I hadn’t in months. Foods like my arch enemy, the bag of potato chips! With less sleep and more crappy food came the scarcity of energy and with the scarcity of energy, came the lack of regular exercise. And the vicious cycle began! I obviously gained some weight, I’m not telling you how much. It’s my little secret!

I now understand what people were talking about! I’ve done some research and took some notes so that I’m prepared for this when it shows up again

As Alfred Pennyworth said to Bruce: “Why do we fall, sir? So that we can learn to pick ourselves up.”

Or, as Yoda said to Luke: “Pass on what you have learned. Strength. Mastery. But weakness, folly, failure also. Yes, failure most of all. The greatest teacher, failure is.”

I am not as wise as Yoda, but if there is one thing I can say, that might help some of you. It is to avoid big changes if at all possible when fall comes. In my case, I made two big changes that I think were big contributors.

  1. I changed my eating habits and went whole food plant based which basically means I no longer eat animal products. It was not good timing to do so!
  2. I changed my role and department in my job after 15 years of working in the same department. I would still have made the move even with what I know today, however, I think it had a major impact.

The second thing, which is somewhat related to making big changes. Try to ensure you have a strong routine established and plan accordingly for potential changes that may occur. For example, biking and running are not very practical choices where I live because of the snow and cold. Some still do it but I don’t enjoy it. So, this year, I will replace these sports with something else even though I plan to still run and bike indoors. I have a Tacx (for biking) and Stryd (for running) that I use with Zwift which has helped me keep at it indoors. It’s still not the same and it’s more of a challenge to keep at it consistently.

I am not exactly sure yet what I will do for the other activities, I know I need to plan ahead. I will probably find people to go cross country skiing or snowshoeing with. Or even join boxing or martial arts class. I think group activities will be key to keep me accountable and motivated. I’ve been wanting to get back in martial arts for a while now so we’ll see!

Everyone has their own unique experience and the important part is to learn from it, adapt and find solutions that best suit you!

It’s still unclear why we fall. According to webmd, it seems that the people who are affected by this have one thing in common; They’re particularly sensitive to light, or the lack of it.

I won’t go into details in this blog, since I am no scientist and even scientists who study this aren’t able to explain it 100%. But here are a few interesting links, if you want to read more on it. I plan on using a few of the tips for this year without a doubt!

As I mentioned, I think everyone will need to find their own little tips and tricks. I’m curious to hear what yours are, so, please share!

Reference: https://www.webmd.com/depression/sad-directory

Valentine’s day – Part Two

This is the second and final part of my first blog post. You can read the first part here.

March 24th, 2018: I met Corentin, my new kinesiologist and he is a big part of the reason where I am today.

Shortly after, I also met Vicky, my new nutritionist. She’s very passionate and helpful. She has taught me the basics and helped me greatly with my progress.

March 29th, 2018: 199.8 pounds! I haven’t seen this in years! That’s between 45 to 50 pounds lost… Yup!! I’m slowly starting to feel better.

April 11th, 2018: I get a call from the doc… Bye Bye diabetes type II!! At least, we think! My doctor said to stop taking the meds and he’ll do a checkup in a few months. Spoiler alert: The doctor confirmed in my checkup that I no longer have to take the meds! Hell yeah! Eat my shorts diabetes!

I had my second echocardiography that day and my ejection fraction went from 32% to 48%. I even saw my 65 year old cardiologist (I think he was 65 since he was about to retire) he did a fist pump in front of his computer looking at the results!

April 16th, 2018: 194.4 pounds! I had a goal of 195 pounds set for May 30th. Achievement unlocked! Way ahead! I am not done yet though!

I keep going with Corentin and Vicky. Learning how to optimize what I eat, my weight and cardio regiment.

At this point, I have started tackling my sleep which has been a problem for about 15 years. It has been improving with better nutrition and fitness, but still it’s not that great.

I read about sleep apnea and I know my brother has had a CPAP machine for a few months now and says it has been life changing. That’s my next specialist: Inhalotherapist

After some tests, it turned out I have been suffering from severe sleep apnea. Of course, right?! 😉 I was at 61 events per hour and above 30 is considered severe. So I’ve got a machine to help me sleep better that makes me look like Bane from Batman. Pretty cool! (ok, not really :)).

June 19th, 2018: 174.6 pounds… Just under 175! Brilliant! I had my third echocardiography that day… For the first time, I felt very nervous… I have worked hard to get here and really hope my ejection fraction has gone back to normal!

51% ejection fraction… I am disappointed… I wanted to be back at 55% or even 60% damnit!  I saw my (new) cardiologist, she told me these are incredible results and I should be proud! Alright! I’ll take it then!

July 8th 2018, 2018: 168.8 pounds… 5k run… Yep, I ran 5k… I could barely walk 5 meters 7 months ago. And to spice it up, I biked to the event because you know… why not?

October 4th, 2018: 157.8 pounds, still 5 foot 6 inches (Corentin said he can’t help me with that). I feel better than i have ever in my life! I exercise regularly and my next goal is a triathlon. Sometime during the summer of 2019. While, I give myself a lot of credit, I wouldn’t have been able to do it without the help of many people I have surrounded myself with.

I want to use this opportunity for a special mention to the team that is a big part of the reason I got to where I am today and who keep helping me on a weekly basis.

The super trio from the Nautilus Plus in Ste-Foy really propelled me to where I am today. The whole team radiates positive energy.

First, Mathieu (Kinesiologist / Manager): If it wasn’t for Mathieu, I would have backed out of my subscription with Nautilus. I was sceptical and a little scared, that they wouldn’t understand and know enough about my condition, enough to push me without the risk of worsening it. He reassured me and gave very good information and advice that convinced me to stick with them. A decision I still haven’t regretted to this day!

Second, Vicky (Nutritionist): What can I say… Vicky is simply awesome. She was and still is very patient and enthusiastic about teaching me the ropes around my nutrition. Her devotion is so contagious that she has made me enthusiastic about it.

Last but certainly not the least… Corentin (Kinesiologist): Corentin’s the best. Just like Vicky, he was and still is very patient and devoted. They both have inspired me and helped me develop enthusiasm for fitness and health. It’s infectious!

Corentin is very understanding and initially knew what to do and what not to do because of my condition. Today, I practically have no restrictions and he’s slowly bringing me to a higher level every week. He’s along for the ride for my first triathlon and he really helps keeping me motivated. He’s very attentive about me achieving my goals and is constantly involved. He even showed up when I did a 5k run and plans to attend and support me at the triathlon. How awesome is that? If you’re interested, you can follow him on Instagram and Facebook to see his tutorials!

Instagram: @kiineco

Facebook: kineco

I can’t thank these three enough, and i’ll make sure to spread the word around and hopefully inspire at least one person to get back in shape through my story. If I can inspire one person through this blog or future blog posts, it will be worth every minute I have spent writing this.

These 10 months were quite the ride… You could call it a 180 but I feel like the 180 has just begun and will be an ongoing journey that will never be completed! Just watch me go! I am only getting started ;).

Chart of my progress since February 1st to October 4th 2018. That’s when I started tracking my progress.

Picture of me in 2017:

Picture of me in 2018:

Valentine’s day – Part One

January 11th, 2018… 5 feet, 6 inches… 245-250 pounds. That’s a lot of pounds per square inch.

Just another day, waking up coughing and exhausted from coughing all night. It’s been like that for a while now, on and off for the last few years. So, I’ve lived with it (without any issues) and I assumed it’s nothing serious as my mom has been coughing on and off since I can remember. So I figured I’m just like mom, what are you gonna do?

As usual, I go to work after skipping breakfast. I do my daily hardcore workout… which consists of walking to my car from my apartment and then from my car to my office. Probably a whopping 2 minutes… Of course, I take the elevator. Taking the stairs doesn’t even cross my mind.

However, today is different… I walk out of the elevator and start to feel out of breath. I head straight towards my office which is a LONG 30-45 seconds walk. I continue breathing heavily, as well as feeling a slight discomfort below my right shoulder. After an hour or two of breathlessness and the discomfort intensifying, I decided I needed to make a dreaded trip to the hospital. I HATE HOSPITALS!

It was chock a block full of patients. I sat there watching two older ladies telling jokes and trying to cheer up a sick little girl. At the same time, a young boy was running around who tried and succeeded, to cheer her up. “Mathieu Drolet, please come to room number 6.” That’s me!

So there I was, sitting in room number 6. A few minutes later, Dr. Carrier shows up and auscultates me, asking me to take deep breaths and holding some of them in. It was still really distressing.

Shortly after, Dr. Carrier joins me in the room and shares my diagnosis…

Pneumonia in both lungs with a side of high blood pressure and diabetes type II. Happy new year Matt!

After that bombshell, she told me I needed to stay in the hospital, they were going to give me medication to lower my blood pressure and that I needed to lay down until I had stabilized. Stabilize? What the…?

The first nurse is back, and she’s the one who would check up on me every once in a while. At this point, my heart rate and blood pressure were the main concerns for them. They were trying their best to lower them.

A while later Dr. Carrier came back and while she remained very professional, I could see worry in her eyes. She sat down and looked at me with a very serious look. I could see a bit of disappointment and empathy in her eyes. She told me to go back home. Warned me that I needed to take it easy for a few days and take care of myself. She started explaining the game plan she came up with for me.

  1. Meds for hypertension: I believe it was hydrochlorothiazide.
  1. Meds for diabetes: Metformin
  2. An appointment with a cardiologist and a treadmill test to make sure everything is OK with my heart.

Unbelievable that she could find the time to come up with this plan in the middle of all these other patients I saw earlier in the emergency room.

Enough is enough… I arrive home and tell myself I am too young to be this unhealthy. I have to get back on a healthy path. I have to get rid of this pneumonia first though… Stupid pneumonia…

January 26th: At this point, I decided to see pretty much every specialist available. I started with a physiotherapist. That’s when I met Christine from CBI Excellence, who would help me over the course of the next few months in strengthening various parts of my body to avoid injuries on my new journey.

After my initial evaluation, she told me we would need to work on a few things together but nothing too major. She suggested to see a kinesiologist so I could get an exercise program.

January 31st: I followed Christine’s advice and got an appointment with a Kinesiologist. That’s when I met the energetic and passionate Julie. Who would later be assisted by her awesome intern, Ann Sophie. I would soon give them the title of “jumper cables.”

It was a little hard to get going as I didn’t have the energy to really get moving. My mind wanted to but my body was like: “Dude, the hell are you doing? Sit down! I ain’t used to this!”

Julie asked what I ate, how I slept, etc. I mentioned I started following a nutrition program from a website and that my sleep isn’t so great.

She said she can help with nutrition during our next visit but referred me to a nutritionist.

February 5th: I wasted no time and booked an appointment with Roxanne, the nutritionist. Pretty much like every health professional I met over a few week period, she was very patient and passionate about showing me the ropes. I told her my goals, to lose weight, get back in shape and get rid of the meds I am taking if at all possible.

With the help of Christine, Julie and Ann Sophie, I slowly but surely got back on the right road. I began walking, a little bit of weight training here and there and some slow, short runs.

February 13th, 2018: 213 pounds! That’s between 32 to 37 pounds lost… I know right?

I went back to the hospital for a checkup. Pneumonia is gone and everything looks perfect! Woohoo!

February 14th, 2018… Valentine’s day… how ironic :). I went for my treadmill test and met with Dr. Delage who would become my cardiologist for a few months. He wonders what the hell i’m doing there at first, me being so young. He looks at my x-rays from a month or so ago and says: Hell, that’s no pneumonia… this is “water on the lungs” (AKA: Pleural Effusion). I see a bit of worry in his facial expression so I said to myself: “Oh oh…”

Diagnosis: Heart failure! Well, that doesn’t sound scary at all doc, thanks! I won’t go into the technical details in this blog post but my ejection fraction was at 31%. Normal fraction should be around 55% to 60% according to him.

This is serious heart disease! However, I am a very positive guy by nature and while it did worry and scare the crap out of me, I stayed calm and immediately entered “solution and focus mode”.

He told me that I would require medication, possibly, for the rest of my life. With my overall efforts that I have started with since January, I was already on point. He wished all his patients were as easy to deal with as me. I have to keep it up though… and I will!! I will get rid of these meds if I can! Just watch me!

I kept my routine with Julie, Ann Sophie and Christine and made steady progress.

I decided I want to take this to the next level so I joined a gym and got a full blown program at the Nautilus plus in Ste-Foy. It included a kinesiologist and a nutritionist. I really loved working with Julie and Ann Sophie but I felt like access to a full gym would benefit me more with my progression and development.

A very special thank you to my awesome “jumper cables”, Christine, Julie and Ann Sophie. I can’t thank them enough for their help in getting me started.

Read part two here.

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